Current mood:	cheerful
Current music:	the shins - the past and pending
Entry tags:	creative endeavors (picspam)

595 ♥ as someone sets light to the first fire of autumn
On Tuesday I accomplished a myriad of different things - dentist, doctor, therapist. I am now on adderall instead of paxil and xanax, because having both paxil and xanax on top of painkillers and muscle relaxers was just overkill and it was messing with me mentally. Plus I've decided instead of two muscle relaxers a day, only one at night, and I'm on a weaker painkiller than percocet. Even though it doesn't help my back as much as percocet did, my head is definitely clearer. I asked the doctor to put me on a very low dosage of adderall because it's basically just prescription speed, and I'm happy to say that so far it has helped me immensely and it's not a substance I will be abusing any time soon. :)

In even better news: MY INSURANCE IS ACTIVE UNTIL I TURN 19. And to think I stressed about this for months.

I'm going to be 18 soon and I am SO EXCITED. I think instead of going out to dinner with my birthday money, I'll just by Dr Who season 2 - like I told P, a dinner lasts a night; Dr Who lasts foreverrr.

I talked to my therapist - I haven't seen her in a month! She says despite having lost very important pets this recent weekend, that she can tell I am much, much healthier mentally than I was a month ago, when I was on that insane amount of meds. I used to see her every two weeks, but I'm not going to be seeing her for three weeks this time around, and then we're probably going to switch to once a month, because I'm also starting physical therapy again soon! YES.

And even better: I've made plans that will allow me to visit the following hp_capslock members: A, P, C, M and Carina! I can't wait until this fabulous little tour is set in motion.

And last but not least, part 1 of my massive Sarah Michelle Gellar picspam that is currently sleeping peacefully on my hard drive: